I've been rambling on about going to Omaha long enough I might as well give an update once we get there. The flights were relatively good, I slept through the 2nd one (Denver to Omaha) which was exactly what I needed at the time because it gave me enough energy once I got to Omaha to get my hair up and to get to lunch and to rush at lunch and to get to practice. I wasn't one of the first ones to Jurisdictional Skit Practice but I wasn't the last either, so that made me happy because I'm such a freak about time and everything, I just want to be early and to know what is going on. I just really want to be in control of everything. I can't help it. I think thats why I act so motherly over all the girls because its a way I can have control but still show them that I care and if I am saying something in that sort of mom tone I do it because I want something to be better for them. Honestly, I really like being the mom, its not like I force it or like I try it just sort of comes out and thats the way I act and if they are okay with it and don't think I'm being overly controlling or too overbearing then maybe it is just a system that works. Maybe for this year I can just be the "Mama Turtle". I stole this from Nevada, their GWAA is their "Mama and then whatever the mascot is" so this year Jennifer is their "Mama Bug" Its just such a nice idea because I totally understand that sometimes the GWA just has too much stuff going on or too many things to do and so if I can be there for the girls whenever they need me I really love that and it makes me happy that I am able to do that for them.
Anyway, the rest of the Omaha trip, past Jurisdictional Skit Practice, was pretty much one big stomach and head ache, they just hurt and it was not okay. I spent a lot of time laying in bed from then on just resting because I really had no energy to move and when I did bother to move my stomach ache just got worse. The adults (Mrs. Trushiem and Mrs. Dole, I don't know if the other ones knew or cared) were pretty nice about it and let me skip dinner and brought me back some chicken noodle soup, which was really salty but absolutely delicious.
The only thing I have left before sleep is that I really want to wait until Kyle gets off work because I haven't really been able to talk to him and I just have this feeling that he is having a bad day at work, the only problem with that is the stupid time difference. It will be midnight here by the time he gets off work and then he still has to drive home before we can really even talk and so it'll probably end up being 1 before I go to bed which is a really really really stupid idea considering the sleeping schedule that I have been on recently so I'm going to try and prevent it, but I care about him so really, what can I do?
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